an introduction.

i feel like this is one of my only decent pictures left...
and my fb profile photo... oh my god

this may be tough. no one is good at introductions, right? let's do it the classic way: hey, i'm victen and next month im going to be 18. i dont feel 18 though, to be honest i dont even feel alive (and thats a sentence im going to repeat a lot here), but the grind cannot Stop! in a month im also going to start my last year of high school. exciting? nah, i dont want to go back to school just yet. trying to describe myself is like trying to describe a geometric figure - two sides here, two sides there but when you look at it from a different angle it becomes a whole new thing. if i had to chose two characters that describe me id have to put bokuto koutarou and akaashi keiji. two absolutely different characters, yet sometimes im like bokuto and sometimes im like akaashi. so im just not going to try to put myself in adjectives because youre going to get to know me better once you start reading here.

the things i like to do in my free time consist of fighting with my neighbours, trying to summon the dead, illegally downloading things and wondering what weird thing to do with my face.trying to describe my interests is going to be half easy half hard - easy because i know what i like, hard because they are a lot. my friends often say that i have a lot of time in my hands but thats false - i just procrastinate a lot. so lets start counting. i like marvel (my favourite movies are the guardians of the galaxy ones, also endgame was trash), i also like dc! it all started with gotham (a genius show) and i also have watched arrow, flash, tried getting into supergirl and legends of tomorrow but watching series and movies requires a lot of energy and i get bored too easily. continuing with the movies my favourites are the trilogies of indiana jones, back to the future, jurassic park (i also love jurassic world! but jw: fallen kingdom was trash, no offence), star wars (all 3x3). outside of trilogies the top 3 are held by pacific rim on #1, little miss sunsine on #2 and shin godzilla on #3. im not a big fan of horror movies, but i like to count kaiju movies as one of them because kaijus make me feel like i am claustrophobic in open places and thats the feel of horror i enjoy a lot. trust me, i really am trying to get more into watching cult movies. (but that probably wont happen lol) yeah im a fan of anime tho,,,,

music wise ive been through everything: emo, scene, depressed 2014 tumblr girl, vaporwave, kpop... i just like music. a lot. my favourite artists are joji (and overall all 88 rising artists!!), marina, lana del rey (i dont listen to her music that often anymore but shes a big honourable mention), linkin park, the clash, bombay bicycle club, florenece + the machine, rizha, bjork, mitski, yeule,  kazuo (stream his music uwu hes awesome), oliver tree, salu, aklo, sky-hi, charli xcx, all time low (my favourite emo band), simple plan, cage the elephant, negramaro... i can continue but theres no point in doing so. im going to finish by saying that my top 3 kpop boy bands are seventeen on #1, monsta x on #2 and either exo or astro on #3... i dont know... i stan a lot of groups but i gotta inform myself more on the new groups because i took a break from kpop for a year / year and a half. im going to talk a lot about music here so!! brace yourselves because its one of my favourite topics.

my roots in the blog community can be traced back to my bookblogger days. i used to read a lot back in the day with my favourite genres being dystopia and fantasy. they're still my most favourite, especially dystopia but it takes a lot to give my heart back to book series. plus that i have a lot of books that i still havent read on my shelf! nowadays my favourite genres are rather non fiction books - ive been reading a lot of biographies and historical / geographical books. with the only exception being sir terry pratchett. im also a percy jackson kid and ive only read one book from the harry potter series... (but im a ravenclaw!) my favourite authors must be terry pratchett, rick riordan, cassandra clare, holly black, ryuunosuke akutagawa, probably sarah j maas... its honestly easier to list my favourite books, hold on. i know it may sound stupid but my favourite book is karlson on the roof. a cult book from my childhood and the first book i read on my own. also a gift from santa. others are middlesex, the hunchback of notre dame, lola and the boy next door (shut up its great..........), the thing about jellyfish. favourite book series? probably 39 keys. yeah. dont judge me, i just love things from my childhood. (yeah, most of my favourite stuff come from my childhood because back in the day is was so much simplier and whenever i think about them i get a little happy about the scrawny shy kid i was back then)(SOMETHING IM NOT NOW!!!!!)

another thing im probably going to talk about a lot is anime and manga. but ill have to leave it for another post. just going to say that my favourite manga is orange. so lets move on to the part where i drop random facts about myself.

1. i once tweeted the whole bee movie script and i count this to the hall of fame of amazing things ive done. 
2.  when i was little (around 8-10years old) i was interviewed by a big radio about my obsession with hannah montana. the reason so was because there was a hannah montana magazine to which i always wrote to include me in their little fan section and i wound always send them pictures and answer questions. another one of my peak moments. i like to give myself the title "biggest hannah montana fan in the country" (they never featured me in the fan section tho :/ )
3. i once had a niche meme account that i love with my whole heart but deleted it because it was taking too much time and efforts and i felt like my edits were not good enough
4. im a virgo with gemini moon and scorpio rising, but i dont believe in astrology a lot. personally i think its a placeboo, ESPECIALLY this mercury retrograde bullshit. but dont question my virgo abilities. (i love all virgos............)
5. i used to be a big supernatural fan and an honourable member of the superwholock fandom. my personal favourite doctor is the 4th. i even asked my grandma to make me a scarf similar to his!! its so long lol but i love it. it also doesnt match anything from my wardrobe.
6. yes im a night owl, lets move on.
7. i like to multitask, or else id feel like i am not productive enough,, :(( 
8. i have 5 hamsters and a turtle. my hamsters were first 2 but 10 days after we got them the female one gave birth. ate a few of her children but 3 stayed alive. the turtle is even older than me,,, and its named after slavi trifonov..... LOL
9. one of my finish-in-10-years goals is to donate one of my kidneys. dont know why. hit me up if you need one. 
10. i dont have tonsils (wow so punk of me to say...)
11. i sleep with 6 pillows around me, one under my head, four around the bed and another one to hug because when i was born my grandma bought me a little pillow that i started hugging the hour i started moving. and now i have an unbreakale habbit of always hugging a pillow when i sleep. 
12. due to personal 2012 phil lester reasons i always wear non matching socks. ive been like that for years now. another thing about my socks is that i sleep with them due to miley cyrus telling me a story of how she sleeps with her socks. 
13. i once ate so much sugar my liver was in pain for 2 days straight. yeah i have a sugar addiction.(and the strangest part is that it was a year ago, i wasnt a small kid not knowing when to stop.) 
14. yesterday (august 12th 2019) i hit 100 day streak on duolingo. thats another one for the hall of fame. 
15. for some weird reasons 27, 36, 56 and 73 are my favourite numbers. and i hate the colour green with my Whole heart ( tho....... my eyes are ,,,,,,,,, green) 
16. back in 2015 i impulsively cut my hair and ive had short hair since. i also cut my hair alone because i cant trust hair dressers. my hair has also been dyed in pink, purple, blue, blueish green and blond. but now im with my natural hair colour which is dark brown and... im getting bored again aha 
17. i have 6 piercings on my ear, they were 8, as i randomly pierced my ears alone with a sewing needle at home but after 6 or something months they healed back in because i took all my earrings off when i traveled to italy and didnt put them back for a month. i want..... more piercings tho..... 
18. ive had ghost experiences but i dont think anyone believes me. (okay listen up the story here is that 3-4 years ago?? i was awake at around 1-2am sitting on the laptop in the living room when the empty fanta (NOT sponsored..) bottle next to me started spining...... i had to hold it down to stop...... there are also a lot of moments where i would hear something falling but nothing fell or things would start moving you know???? but mom doesnt believe me)
19. i personally like to describe my style as "i just got out of bed and i dont know if im wearing pyjama pants or regular pants" shia labeouf is my style icon. my mom found out only yesterday that i dress myself very weirdly. my best friend was shocked. 
20. my favourite constellation is orion. you can never experience the same element of surprise as when you first see orion.
21. yeah i put my cereal first whatchu gonna do about it. yeah i love pinapple pizza whatchu gonna do about it.

okay.. i dont think i have anything more to say except that i dont like to proofread so im so sorry if there are any mistakes aha. and yeah i type like... that. good luck staying around here!! 

see you soon,

vic : )